Confessions of a despo

 Welcome folks!
This blog is more of a diary than a diary could ever be. It's out in the open and so ready to face all the judgements.
Here goes nothing...(except for all that shame I had)
#1: *SIGH*

I still remember the first day of my college. Months of anticipation for that very day-I was all excited to meet new people and so ready to establish my new image. Yes, I have been planning on being the 'Popular College Girl' throughout my break. I had a list prepared on what to do that specific day:
-Dress up like a bombshell
-Hair game
-Smell good
-Be confident
-Oh and have THAT attitude
I had imagined...
The moment I would enter the gates of my college, every head would turn in my direction like 'Who's that girl?'
If only....
Ok, and so I went to bed making sure I had everything ready for my grand debut...ugh. 

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I woke up with a swollen face and uneven eyes.(Double eyelid curse)
And I forgot the most important thing...I CoUlDn'T have THAT HAIR GAME. I was GOING BALD. OMG! HOW COULD I FORGET THAT I HAD ONLY 5 STRANDS OF HAIR LEFT ON MY HEAD!!!! (exaggerating...I have like 1000 of them HAHA-help :(( )
What a shitty start to the day!
AND AND MY OUTFIT WASN'T EVEN CUTE... It didn't suit me at all. I looked like gumball with a yellow full-sleeved top and skinny pants...jeans? Not sure..

So, after realizing all that, my confidence went down Mariana Trench. And it shattered completely realizing that I am no where pretty compared to those I saw around me. So, I came home and cried.

To be continued...